Bye bye Ramadhan

When I was a kiddy little girl, during fasting month of Ramadhan, I counted every single day to celebrate Eid Mubarak (The day that we muslim celebrate after 1 month fasting). I started fasting for 1 month when I was 6 of age. I recall that time there were nobody in the entire kindergarden who completed 1 month fasting except me. Off course I felt awkward because all my fellow friends were eating during break time. There were some of them who fasting as well but not doing routinely everyday. The way I thinking was why these bunch of kids were so childish??? If I can make this happen, so were you. But I didn't share my inner voice with anybody. Now I realised that I was the one whom being taught to become a mature muslim earlier than any kids of same age.

Because I was too young to be fast for a month, I always wanted a great reward in the end of the day. I knew the real feeling of celebrating Eid because obviously I did a great job for a month which any kid could barely do that!!! I proud of myself =). I believe that if I do a good job, Allah will always protect me.

As I grown up, I realise that during Ramadhan is not just about sacrifice of not having food for a day and after a month..yeay you celebrate Eid. No, its not the main purpose why Allah made a Ramadhan for us. Ramadhan itself is a holy month where all the believers are ever waiting for. The true believer will perform the best performance ever during this special month and never ever wanted Ramadhan ended at all. Allah promise to give a zillion times reward of all good deeds during this month only. Which means only 30 days out of 365 days in a year that He give us these great opportunity. Plus there will be a night during last week of Ramadhan who ever believer find it, Allah will forgive all his sins and promise a Jannah (heaven). At the 30th of Ramadhan believers will cry desperately. Off course we do have to celebrate Eid too. But the way we celebrate is by praising Allah just as simple as that.

The point I wanted to share is my thought has changed 360 degree from what Id been thought 20 years ago. Eid is just a day to celebrate but its not the special time I been waiting for. Instead I would love to spend most of my time with Allah during Ramadhan. I am not a great believer but at least I do my best during Ramadhan. I feel like crying now. No more Ramadhan for the next 11 months.

Setiap amalan ade pahala

Setiap amalan yg kite buat di bulan ramadhan ni, pahalanya berlipat-lipat kali ganda. I smlm terjumpa buku lame "fazilat bulan ramadhan" kat dlm kotak (I baru pindah umah 3 minggu lepas. Ade kotak2 yang tak kuarkan lg isinya. Tup, tup terjumpa buku ni. Kecik je) . Buku ni I beli when I was a student. All religious book I tak shipping balik mesia sebab kat sini mane nak dapat buku macam ni daaaa.....

So terjumpa buku ini selepas smyg terawih. Sweet sgt rase lepas I bace 1 chapter. Rase mmg nk beribadah sebanyak mungkin selama sebulan ni. I pikir sebab kerja tak dapat la wat ibadah sunat-sunat ni. Tp itu alasankan? Orang dulu-dulu lagi la semayang 50 rakaat. Ade je mase....mase pon 24 jam jg....

Nak kene g keje dah nie.....ok azam arini....

1) Tak nak mengumpat
2) kalu ade free mase nk smyg dhuha
3) bace quran
4) berzikir "la ilaha illallah"

Anda macam mane? ape azam anda? Mari kite same2 buat pahala!!!! Chow dulu....assalamualaikum......

Happy Ramadhan

Lame dah tak update blog nie....Pada bulan yang mulia ni, saya nak sampaikan ucapan selamat menyambut Ramadhan yang mulia.....bukan orang Islam je yang mendapat syafaat, orang bukan Islam pon dapat banyak bende2 baik di bulan Ramadhan nie saya rasa....

Nape saya cakap camni sebab kawan saya penah cakap, bulan Ramadhan ade pasar malam untuk sebulan....pasar malam dibuka untuk public..jadi orang bukan Islam pon boleh menikmati juadah bulan Ramadhan....jadi bulan Ramadhan ni mmg memberi hikmah pada semua umat sejagat....

Kebetulan kat Ireland ni 1 August cuti bank holiday. Alhamdullillah la sebab boleh cuti 1 Ramadhan. Tapi pada kawan2 yang bertugas pada 1 August 2011 nie, banyakkan la bersyabar ye.....pahala anda lagi berganja dari orang yang bercuti nie!!! (Nak kasi bakar semangat sikit untuk derang berkerja).

Ermm...cite pasal puasa dan pasar malam nie, kat sini takde pasar malam cam kat mesia.....persoalan yang terpikir skrg ni ialah...haha....NAK MASAK APE YEK arini? Daging lamb dah defrost dari pagi tadi.....masak lamb chop black pepper la....sayur pulak tak de...nnt jln kaki g kedai beli sayur skit.....

@ Strandhill beside my baby maroon

Tie Rack Scarf
Jane Norman

p/s: gamba nie mmg takde kene mengene ngan tajuk asal blog entry nie.....harap maklum