Bye bye Ramadhan

When I was a kiddy little girl, during fasting month of Ramadhan, I counted every single day to celebrate Eid Mubarak (The day that we muslim celebrate after 1 month fasting). I started fasting for 1 month when I was 6 of age. I recall that time there were nobody in the entire kindergarden who completed 1 month fasting except me. Off course I felt awkward because all my fellow friends were eating during break time. There were some of them who fasting as well but not doing routinely everyday. The way I thinking was why these bunch of kids were so childish??? If I can make this happen, so were you. But I didn't share my inner voice with anybody. Now I realised that I was the one whom being taught to become a mature muslim earlier than any kids of same age.

Because I was too young to be fast for a month, I always wanted a great reward in the end of the day. I knew the real feeling of celebrating Eid because obviously I did a great job for a month which any kid could barely do that!!! I proud of myself =). I believe that if I do a good job, Allah will always protect me.

As I grown up, I realise that during Ramadhan is not just about sacrifice of not having food for a day and after a month..yeay you celebrate Eid. No, its not the main purpose why Allah made a Ramadhan for us. Ramadhan itself is a holy month where all the believers are ever waiting for. The true believer will perform the best performance ever during this special month and never ever wanted Ramadhan ended at all. Allah promise to give a zillion times reward of all good deeds during this month only. Which means only 30 days out of 365 days in a year that He give us these great opportunity. Plus there will be a night during last week of Ramadhan who ever believer find it, Allah will forgive all his sins and promise a Jannah (heaven). At the 30th of Ramadhan believers will cry desperately. Off course we do have to celebrate Eid too. But the way we celebrate is by praising Allah just as simple as that.

The point I wanted to share is my thought has changed 360 degree from what Id been thought 20 years ago. Eid is just a day to celebrate but its not the special time I been waiting for. Instead I would love to spend most of my time with Allah during Ramadhan. I am not a great believer but at least I do my best during Ramadhan. I feel like crying now. No more Ramadhan for the next 11 months.

Fruit Salad

Do you like FS? You know FS? Ala fruit salad. Yang gitu-gitu tu....haha....ape la I mengarut nie....

Fruit salad ni I tak bape prefer sgt sebab I kene beli berjenis-jenis buah. Kalu tak pelbagai tak jadi la salad buah ni kan? The problem is bukan sebab berjenis-jenis buah, the problem is that in the end I tak boleh nk abiskan fruit salad tu nnt sebab banyak sangat. My hubby tak bp suke sgt so terpakse makan sorang2. Kalu I duduk ngan membe mase student dl, ade la geng makan sebab girls mmg suke makanan berkhasiat....

I had a problem with my bowel habit recently. I actually had diagnose myself having colitis. Adoi...kalu betul la I ade disease ni, I kene makan steroid tau...tak nak!!! Nanti I gemuk!!!! So I told my colleague. He is not a specialist in gastroenterology yet but he is interested in that field. Die suggest I makan banyak buah. I cakap susah la nk discipline makan buah ni sebab I hanye suke certain buah je. Bile I dah bosan makan buah tu, I dah tak nak makan for quite sometime. Its a bad habit. My friend cakap tak boleh macam tu so die come out dengan idea fruit salad ni (die pon same cam I. Tak suke makan buah hahaha....tp die jg doctor kan so I trust him)....

Jadi I pon bershopping sakan la kat supermarket borong strawberry, pisang and apple. These are not a great combo tapi I like sebab the taste is interesting and pelik skit...the pisang will buffer rase acid from strawberry. Apple mmg I suke pon.

Yummy Strawberry!!!

Apple my Fav!!

Pisang ni I suke beli and perap sekejap. Lepas tu boleh buat cekodok or pengat pisang!!! Sedap!!!

Tada!!! Introducing my own style fruit salad.....you can create your own too....

Lepas buat fruit salad ni, supermarket buat promo for cherry my fav....so I stop making salad and bought cherry every single days......hhahhaah...nnt I start balik buat salad ni....so far my bowel habit dah normalised balik...i think it works......alhamdullillah....

Hi

Hi sume. Dah lame Tak update blog ni. I Tgh process nk study balik ni sebab Ade exam Bln Jan tahun depan. Hah, preparation Utk study awal gitu! Susah tau exam ni. Doakan I agar sentiasa istiqamah dlm amalan/study I ni ok?

So macam mana puase/ibadah dlm bulan pose ni? Bulan ramadhan dah tinggal beberape hari je kan? Rase cam sayang kan nk tinggal kan ramadhan. 10 hari terakhir ni, ada satu malam ni adalah malam lailatul kadar. Untungnye Kalu sesiape yg dapat beramal malam tu atau terjumpe ape2 sign yang ajaib. Jeles I. Macam ni nk stay up la buat smyg sunat/bace Quran. Hihi.

Tentu semua org pon Tgh sibuk Utk persiapan hari raya. I and hubby bersederhana je hari raya ni. Duit raya untuk family Kat mesia Tak dilupakan (to my siblings, Seronok la korang kan dapat duit raya!!). I pakai baju hantaran perkahwinan tempoh hari. Untuk hubby, die punye baju special. Mahal. Baju lelaki Mmg mahal pon. Anyway I pon Ade beli baju baru Utk diri sendiri. Baju hubby 1 helai equivalent with my 3 new clothes. Mmg mahal la baju laki ni.

Anyway hari ni xbusy hopefully x busy sampai abis opis hour. I Kat lib Tgh study haematology. Dah berkarat dah otak ni Tak ingat ape2 pon topic ni. Ok selamat berbuka!!!!!





Mee Kuah : before. Blaja Dari membe. Sedap giler sampai menjilat ketitisan terakhir!!!!





Mee Kuah : after. Nampak sedap kan? Mmg sedap!!!! Nak rase??Tunggu la I bukak restoran melayu Kat KL. Haha berangan!!!!

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Cheese

You know what, I'm so passionate about any cake/pastry based on cheese. Its so irresistible. One day, I made a record. I finished one whole cheese cake in a day. My sisters and brothers didn't like cheese when we were teenage. I made a cheesecake but nobody want to share so the whole cake was mine. Still can't believed it.

So the day before yesterday, I went to a shop to buy dry yeast to make Malaysian Burger. Its end up that day that I baked a chocolate cake instead of MB!! <-----I make the story shorten...

Remembered the other day too that I baked a cheese tart? I still have the left-over cream cheese inside my fridge. When I make this choc cake, I thought its a good idea to make it like tart base in a small cup so I can add the cream cheese on top of that. Sound brilliant! And it produced what a fantastic cheese choc cake muffin!!!! Its taste similar to Secret Recipe NY cheesecake. Can't believe that I can go this far....

What you see in the picture are just a portion of the choc cake dough that I baked. I still have the whole choc cake itself which I do not have its pic here. So today my plan is to make a proper round cheese cake with a choc cake base. When Im done going to show you the copycat of Secret Recipe NY cheesecake! God please keep me stay away from diabetes...amin....

p/s: I look up the cake recipes in myresipe.com.my. Its actually 2 different cake recipes that I combined together to make this SRNY cheese cake . What a great experiment!!!

Gosh

Gosh I watched Top Gear just now. They played soccer using cars. What a fascinating game ever!!! At the same time I think its a ridiculous game too.....hahaha whatever!!!

You want to see how I work with my lappy every morning before work. Here it is....

Am concentrating typing faster as time flies so quick. This blog has to be upload before I go to work

Thinking of what else should I mention/write up in the space provided....

Yeay nearly done

Gosh/Alamak!!! I have to choose the picture pulak.....fening2....mane satu ni nk pilih??

Hubby kacau in the middle of the process. I managed to finish one blog in 10 minutes. That the average speed for me. You think I can complete blog in 5 minutes in the future if I do it consistently? I believe it!!! U got to believe it!!!

Again,

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p/s: not a routine for me to wear Hana Tajima's hijab style everyday to work. Its almost impossible as when I wake up, time is like a gold. Dude I have no time!!!

Continuation

Tadi I mention bosan tak de keje kan di hari Ahad ni, so I nk share what I had yesterday for iftar.....yummy its SOTO AYAM!!!!

Senang je nk wat soto ni. Cume banyak bende nk kene prepare. So at the end ramai org cakap leceh sebab its multiple preparation ni.

Plus yesterday I baked blueberry cheese tart. Walaupon 1st time...perghh sedap!!! <-----puji diri sendiri nampak??.....tak serious ni mmg sedap..thanks to the person who share the recipe at resepi.com.my.....my fav website.... (penting utk kite yang masak ni rase masakan kite sedap. sebab kalu tak sedap rugi la bahan2 yang kite beli tu kan??? )

So here are some pics I captured.....

Creative tak I? Buat decoration blueberry tu ade tompok besar line2 gitu...haha....actually tak tau nk decorate camne....lepas bubuh cream cheese atas tart, bubuh 1 tea spoon blueberry jam atas cheese, amik lidi, carik2 kan je jam tu ke tepi2 tompok jam besar. dah lah...pastu masak kan cheese ni lagi....

I bake 12 pieces smlm. ade lagi 6 dalam box. Ade la stok utk arini...dap, dap!!

Sorry la gamba gabak sgt. Tp I mmg suke gamba besar2 ni. tak sempat la pulak nk amik gamba soto dlm mangkuk. Arini pon mmg nk makan soto jg sebab banyak lebey <-----biase la kalu masak nk kene lebey.
Nnt I amik gamba soto satu package dlm mangkuk..nampak delicious berkhasiat skit kan???

Sape2 nk resepi, buzz je I kat comment bawah tu. Malas nk taip resepi panjang2 kat sini. (maybe next time I share the recipes all foods that ever cook with you ok)

Moodless

For the 1st time in August, I have a really quality time spending at home on Sunday.....I told you before kan at my poem.....HR suke taruk I kat weekend oncall rota.....kalu next month same jg....i nk protest!!!

Tp kan I rase kalu I busy, lagi I rajin. I rajin nk update blog, rajin nk bace buku, rajin nk masak, rajin nk kemas umah.....senang cite rajin la nk buat ape2 pon.....bile dah betul2 cuti ni, malas la plk nk wat ape2....tido je keje nye....senang cite mmg nk rileks la time cuti ni......skrg dah pukul 5 ptg.....rase menyesal sebab rileks lame sgt.....activiti arini = tido + internet + tgk tv + cari resepi nk masak ape utk buke + smyg + etc2.....hai, tak productive betul......haha.....

Muke tak bley blah

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Kite Bako Aje

Korang mesti taukan kes ashraf budak akauntan yg kene blasah kt UK tu kn? Cian kn die? Tak pasal2 dpt penumbuk patah rahang. Baru sebulan kt uk tu....haish....ni sume pasal riot kt UK. For me, riot yg derang buat ni mmg melampau.

Kebanyakkan org yang terlibat dlm riot ni ialad budak2 kebajikan. Nk tau sape budak kebajikan ni? Derang ni dapat sponsor dari kerajaan UK 100%. Bukan sorang shj malah untuk satu family. Sebab dah dapat sponsor penuh, derang ni mmg tak dan nk cari keje. Keje derang cari jenayah. Kerajaan sponsor rumah jg kat derang ni. Umah flat. Takde sape nk berani nk lalu lalang flat derang ni malam2 sebab derang ni mmg jahat. Budak kebajikan ni bukan nye ade kat UK je, kat Ireland pon melambak.....

Nape I cakap derang jahat. Sebab derang mmg kalu buat sesuatu tak pikir consequences. Yelah, dah sume kerajaan sponsor, mane nk pikir susah senang org berkerja untuk dapat rezeki untuk 1 sen.  Macam kat tempat I keje ni, dah banyak kete jururawat yang wat shift malam kene bako dek budak2 kebajikan ni. Sian la hai. Tak pasal2 kete kene bako. Tak tau sebab ape. Mmg derang ni suke bako. Kalu curi amik kete tu pakai tak pe la jg. Ini BAKO....bodoh sungguh perbuatan itu

Lagi satu I dapat cerita ni dari uncle keje cleaner kat sini. Die cakap, kalu mase winter, sebab sejuk sgt, derang selambe je buat unggun api kat dalam flat yang derang duduk tu. Bahan bakar unggun api tu derang amik dari pintu bilik, perabot umah, ape2 jela yang diperbuat dari kayu. Abis umah sponsor tu derang jahanam sampai begitu skali. Jenis orang tak bersyukur.....sian.....

Sekarang ni tgk la ape derang buat kat kedai-kedai, umah-umah orang lain. Bako je keje derang kan?? Itu je yang die tau buat. Tp ade jg org berkerja join riot ni. Saje suke2 kot...tak tau la kenapa...

Tp yg best nye, salah satu reason derang buat riot ni sebab tak puas ati ramai org asing kat negara derang dapat keje dan derang tak dapat keje. HELLO!!!! Korang yang tak nk keje, jgn nk salahkan org asing pulak. untuk pengetahuan sume, derang ni mmg tak akan keje sebab kerajaan bagi lebih lagi daripada ape yg derang dapat kalu berkerja. Sape yang nk keje kalu dah dapat duit free kan???? And dont forget, org asing yg berkerja tu bayar tax. Tax tu pegi mane???? Korang jg yang baham......kesian bodoh.....

Dobok-dobok

Sempat I tadi pegi pejabat buruh apply resident parking. Dah sebulan lebey dok apt ni, baru nk apply. Nie sume sebab geran kete la.

Salah satu syarat nk apply kene ade geran kerete. Yang klakanya, seingat I tak penah dapat geran. Dah setahun lebey dah beli kete tp tak dapat geran. Tahun lepas ade dapat satu form pasal kete ni. Details kete sume ade dlm tu. Tp kat belakang form kene isi name, etc, signature seller and owner. So I anta la balik form ni kat pejabat tax. Rupe-rupenya borang tu la geran kete.....la awat sempoi sangat geran kete nye....ingatkan form ape.....bengong.....

Senang je rupe nk apply parking ni. sekejap gile. tak sampai 10 minit pon. I parking kete kat depan pejabat tu utk 1 jam. Baya 1 euro. Membazir......

As usual favourite q utk bulan puase -----> nk makan ape ptg ni? Tak de idea.....hubby pon tak de idea....last2 nnt masak nasi goreng ngan telur mata kerbau je....hahhaha

Anyway, semalam iftar kat indian restaurant, I tak ingat nk snap gamba. Syok sgt makan and borak2. So lain kali next time buka puase kat luar I amik gamba.....bile la tu????

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Hujan

It's raining heavily this morning (till now!). Gosh what a day. Today is suppose to be my first day meetIng with study mate. We going to review some mcq's and do discussion as well. The thing is it's going to be at my Place. He has to walk all the way from home with this on-going raining?? No. This wont happened. Obviously I have to pick him up otherwise no revision at all. I can't see a Problem with it.

Well let's just update bout the Iftar. sadly today's iftar invitation had just been cancelled. Sadly??? Just kidding. I am not feeling sad at all. Still have yesterday's roti canai. Still thinking whats to cook for berbuka.

Yeah! Good news. My study mate is offering iftar at Indian restaurant. But no study group today. Alhamdullilah Ade juga org nk belanja Makan. Seronok2.